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They won’t remember, but I will.

It’s amazing how such a short phase of life can feel like your whole life. I’ve been alive for 34 years now. That sounds like a long time (to me). I’ve only been a mom for 4 of those years (a short time, relatively speaking). Yet those 4 years define who I am more than… Continue reading They won’t remember, but I will.

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Home stretch!

I can't believe how fast this summer is going and how fast my pregnancy has gone this time. Granted, I have a busy job and a VERY busy toddler helping me pass the time. I'm 33 weeks today. I had a growth check for baby this morning and she's weighing in around 4.5 pounds and… Continue reading Home stretch!

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I’ll always be your safe place.

This morning, Spencer was sleeping all snuggled up on my shoulder and I was about to get up and get ready for work. I was watching him for a minute and wondering how much longer he's going to want to snuggle up with his mom... and also wondering how we're going to make this work… Continue reading I’ll always be your safe place.

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Three-nager.

I often heard the phrase "terrible twos." When my son turned two, I heard over and over again how interesting and frustrating my life was about to be. To be honest, I thought age 2 was a breeze. I wondered if I might be some lucky parent whose child would skip the terrible two phase,… Continue reading Three-nager.

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First vacation! Day 1.

We just returned from our first family vacation. It was an awesome time from start to finish. Monday morning, we woke up very early and flew to Orlando. It was my first flight as well as Spencer's - I thought I'd be the one comforting him on the plane, but it was 100% the other… Continue reading First vacation! Day 1.

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“Lots of Toys”

This morning we slept in. Spencer woke up crying around midnight last night and I ended up just falling asleep on his bed with him... usually we get up by 7 every day, but today we slept until close to 9 and it was fantastic. Jordan saw on the news that Toys R Us might… Continue reading “Lots of Toys”

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Trading worry for worship.

Right around this time 3 years ago, I took a pregnancy test in our downstairs bathroom. I was home alone when I saw the two lines on the stick. Immediately, I felt this overwhelming sense of unconditional love and intense pressure to protect. I knew my baby was just a speck at that point, but… Continue reading Trading worry for worship.

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Please stay two-years-old.

It's been awhile since I cried. Honestly, I can't even think of the last time I did. But tonight, as I lay on my little son's new twin bed, holding his hands while he drifted off to sleep... the tears came. I never thought this day would come. When he would move out of our… Continue reading Please stay two-years-old.

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Back to the real world. 

Well, the first week of full-time work and full-time daycare are over. And... I kind of loved it way more than I expected.  Some observations and things I didn't expect: 1) Spencer took to daycare like he's been going his whole life.  Seriously, I expected major meltdowns, clinging to my legs, refusing to nap, and… Continue reading Back to the real world.