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Please stay two-years-old.

It's been awhile since I cried. Honestly, I can't even think of the last time I did. But tonight, as I lay on my little son's new twin bed, holding his hands while he drifted off to sleep... the tears came. I never thought this day would come. When he would move out of our… Continue reading Please stay two-years-old.

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Back to the real world. 

Well, the first week of full-time work and full-time daycare are over. And... I kind of loved it way more than I expected.  Some observations and things I didn't expect: 1) Spencer took to daycare like he's been going his whole life.  Seriously, I expected major meltdowns, clinging to my legs, refusing to nap, and… Continue reading Back to the real world. 

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When I see this face.

Just a few portraits of my boy... getting him to sit still for pictures is getting harder and harder. 😜 I found it so interesting after Spencer was born how many people thought he looked like different people. Everyone had an opinion of who he looked JUST like. A lot of people thought he was… Continue reading When I see this face.

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Weekend recap. 

We decided to go out to eat on Friday instead of me cooking dinner; it was just a really crazy week and we felt like getting out of the house. We ended up getting KFC for dinner because it's something that all 3 of us like and can agree on, plus it's pretty affordable. Spencer… Continue reading Weekend recap. 

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Don’t wish this away. 

There's beauty (and difficulty) in each phase of life. What if we could learn to just appreciate that instead of wishing we were already in the next phase? Especially regarding the baby/toddler phase - it seems like so many parents talk about that phase like it's something to be survived or endured, rather than cherished… Continue reading Don’t wish this away. 

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Same stuff, different day.

Most days, it seems like I do the same things over and over. And it almost feels pointless to do these things, because no one really notices. No one is applauding my work or promoting me... I'm not receiving any awards. Of course, I'm referring to the work that I do at my primary job,… Continue reading Same stuff, different day.

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18 months. 

Spencer is now 18 months old... how are we seriously 6 months away from his 2nd birthday?? Time flies and this momma wants to cry.  His 18 month checkup isn't until next week, so I'm not sure on his weight/height. His last checkup he was 27 pounds and 34 inches, and I honestly feel like… Continue reading 18 months. 

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The boy who made me “Momma.”

Hard to believe he's about to turn 18 months old already!  There is no sweeter sound to my ears than his laughter, his baby babble, and his sweet voice saying "momma! Momma!" I love watching him grow up.  I love taking him to the park and to the store. I love how he says "hi"… Continue reading The boy who made me “Momma.”

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I see you, baby.

I'm having a hard time lately accepting that my son is basically no longer a baby. I am trying desperately to hold onto whatever baby-ness I can, while also being so excited to see how he is learning and growing. I feel like I blinked and he was a walking, talking little boy.  How much… Continue reading I see you, baby.

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Clingy boy. 

Clinginess used to be a huge irritant to me... clingy people drove me crazy and usually drove me away.  My almost 17-month-old has always been clingy to mommy, but is going through an exceptionally clingy phase. He wants me to hold him ALL the time. He wants me sitting within arms reach. He wanders around… Continue reading Clingy boy.